Courage

Winning by Losing

There is a saying that states sometimes a battle can be won by losing it. How true is that statement is depend on how a person perceives it. To me, a loser never wins. These are songs dedicated by a an american soldier when his troop lost the last battle he had:

"No Reason to Exist"

Lost

When the storm hits, you will leave this

Awake

Time will pass through, and break you

Broken, or so you say

Nobody bought that fable anyway

So calloused, and so naïve

To wear a heart of fiction on your sleeve

Bury every sign of life in filth and hollow trend

And push against progression on the path of logic’s end

Like tears flowing upward

Lost, an aimless soul

When the storm hits, you will leave this

Awake to wasted days

Time will pass through, and break you

This wreckage you’ll never be

If you were raised in Hell you’d own the sea

Don’t tell me it’s not your choice

You sold a blessed future for some noise

Bury every sign of life in filth and hollow trend

And push against progression on the path of logic’s end

Like tears flowing upward

Lost, an aimless soul

When the storm hits, you will leave this

Awake to wasted days

Time will pass through, and break you

With every waking second you front, another real life loses ground

Ten thousand arms outstretched and you have the nerve to strike them all

No reason to coexist?

No reason to exist

"Fading Away"

It's in this wake that I find myself

Losing the will to resume this hell

When every breath is a dying wish

It's harder to follow the point of this

This broken place that I call my home

Is deep in the sorrow that I have sewn

And i can't erase what is in my heart

I wanted to finish before it starts

My own solution in discretion again

Our false solution is devoured in dread

Our own solution giving rein to it's head?

and open my face to the darkened sky

I've been fading away

I've been waiting for a call to reach my veins

Ready or not

No attention to waist

Every sorrow of the soul will reap my name

When I cease to exist

Now I've come to a final sleep

I pray that forgiveness is mine to keep

I know it's hard to forgive this man

Driving the failure into your hands

When I cease to exist

It's November

It's November again. Month of never ending adventures..Switching activities from office to field work. Got to go for 4WD cum outreach program and doing some social work too. No time to rest at all.

It is also month of holidays!!

and birthdays!!

Wish I could have it all without compromising time.